我想念的是..
我想念你家
我想念你家人
我想念你的疼愛
我想念你的壞
我想念你的好
我最想念的是
我在你心里的位子..
但這些都是我們回不去的從前.
你的照片, 我不捨得刪, 你的回忆, 我不捨得忘.
為何我要對你那麼不捨得?
為何現在的他, 對我那麼好, 我還是忘不了你, 還是為你流淚?
你傷害了我最多, 但我卻愛你愛得最深.
我不要再想你. 不要再讓自己受這種傷害了.
那天, 你知道我有男友了, 你火大了.
說我騙你. 說我變了. 說了我很多不好聽的東西.
你知道, 我到底是啥想法嗎? 你了解我心情和我需要的是甚麼嗎?
我等你2星期, 等你復合的答復, 你卻遲遲沒答案.
若你真那麼珍惜我, 需想那麼久? 要個女生等你那麼久?
當我要復合, 你不珍惜. 當我放棄了, 有別人了, 你卻恨我不等你.
那天是你要我放棄的.
現在卻變成我的錯.
在你心里, 永遠都是別人錯. 你最完美.
對不起我的人是你.
被賴的人卻是我.
因你說 "都是你的錯. 因你不相信我, 我才會做錯事"
你信賴的吧?
謝謝你2年來給我的快樂,悲傷.
我最愛的還是你.
現在的他, 對我很好.
你記得嗎, 每當我下kl時, 怕沒票回, 就叫你打給鋒仔訂票.
打通電話, 你卻遲遲沒打. 我就每天提醒你. 你卻天天說明天.
還罵我, 別煩你這些事. 打通電話, 很難嗎?
現在的他, 打去訂票, 不能預訂, 生病都駕個1小時車去買我票.
塞車, 下車, 走去買票, 下雨, 淋雨回車.
他能做到這樣, 你呢? 打電話喔! 不行?
我没用. 我懦弱. 你大聲, 我就認全是我的錯.
他對我大聲, 我卻艮大聲. 我對他不夠好.
從這1刻開始, 我要對他好.
他也知道我心里, 最愛的不是他.
他没說啥. 他還是對我好.
你說你愛我. 你卻1次又1次傷我. 也不肯定自己是否還要跟我继续嗎..
他很愛做弄我. 我要他說愛我, 他就偏不說.
我没要求時, 他就說愛我.
他也愛給我驚喜.
雖他粗心大意但他疼我.
今天, 他逗我笑了.
他說要喇叭, 要吊人. 我便給了他.
他卻喇叭
Sugar dear i love u. i love u very much. u cannot love other ppl u noe ma?
1年多了我們玩. 你有嗎?
總是有了兄弟, 就對我冷淡. 不回我的密語, 有時還罵我.
不接我電話, 就因在升級. 他升級, 還會回我密, 會陪我聊天.
晚上他也和你一樣, 會摆檔. 你愛放 "boom queen"
今天我去看, 他竟放了 "i love u dear ^^"
你懂, 感覺怎樣不同嗎? 我笑了, 一直笑了.
我不要再為你而哭了. 因有人在努力的逗我笑, 我不該再為你哭.
雖我和他1定不會長久, 但我要珍惜他對我的好. 因要找到對自己好的人不容易.
你就剛失去了1個.
cb zuzu 說了我1句話今天. 我要寫下來, 記住..
你的廢話已說到出神入化了, 連耶穌都要跟你說對不起.
哈哈. 死廢才.
lets talk abt happenings in nov.
1/11 suporn bday, met up w her in e evening & ltr meet up w poly classmates @ bt timah mcd n aftr it strikes 12, was Pat's bday! gave her a bday kiss. 2nd girl i gave bday kiss in my life. 1st was linda in sec sch!
6/11 hao's bday. made him cheesecake n evn thou he dnt take cheese, he had 2 slices of it.
went K @ clementi with yi & bin.
nth much cept for my visits down to kl.
1st nite rched my lil bros hse at 4am. slp over n fought a lil w them. (for fun)
saturday morn got morn call from dai gor , wants me 2 chat w him. arse!
made me so tired n headache for e rest of e day. played game n went back to slp while waitin for em to come fetch us.
wento eat, blah blah blah, n headed for PJ where i told him im gon meet him late & he got mad,
said alot of things n asked me 2 4gt him. alrite i did. n i accepted jayson. went the dirty place we went the last time round, evrybody was unhappy, ken was drunk n made me feel so guilty when he said "u'r really gon go w them? i hvnt seen u long enuf." true, when i was thr, he was half aslp, when i was aslp, he wento work n i oni got 2c him for 30mins in e evening b4 i went home w jayson. i cried alot that day. when he asked me to forget him, when ken said those things to me, when d3 was concerned abt me, askin if i need him to accompany me to jayson's place.
so touched by the two boys. love em so much.
sunday morn, woke up 11am, went for my long awaited pork ribs & headed back to kl for my coach back home.
my boy: "wt time is the bus?"
me: "2pm. y?"
boy: "mcb. y cant he help u buy a later time one?"
haha. i miss him. miss all of em. frequent visits to them makes me happy.
totally stressed out in this city of mine. they make me smile. too many things happened this yr.
luckily its comin to an end. hope 2010 will be a better one.
kl again nxt week. my bday's comin. gon smooch my dearest for the longest time! been so sweet of him this 2 weeks thou sometimes he makes my blood boil. he alwaz noe hw 2 make me smile. dats y hes my 'bf' turned bf. after my bday wud b anand & sandra's big day! omfg shes 22 n gettin married, im 24 n still semi- single. damnit!
after which, my boy's bday which i cant accompany him else mum'll kill me for travelling so often, plans for xmas visit hvnt finialise ^^ no bf in sg, xmas is boring!
im not a girly girly sister outing person. i like boyish fun.
darn slpy nw. hvnt blogged for so long alrdy. hvnt been so chatty alrdy. too many things on my mind, too many things happening, too much heartaches, too much love & too many suitors @@
yes, once again, another one has confessed. one that we least expected.
p/s: sister o0o cant write too much personal things here cus u'll nv noe who's readin!
at least my sister o0o knows, whts happening ard me. hes the one who knows me the best.
dats y hes my sister o0o & i love him so much! muacks!
我想念你家人
我想念你的疼愛
我想念你的壞
我想念你的好
我最想念的是
我在你心里的位子..
但這些都是我們回不去的從前.
你的照片, 我不捨得刪, 你的回忆, 我不捨得忘.
為何我要對你那麼不捨得?
為何現在的他, 對我那麼好, 我還是忘不了你, 還是為你流淚?
你傷害了我最多, 但我卻愛你愛得最深.
我不要再想你. 不要再讓自己受這種傷害了.
那天, 你知道我有男友了, 你火大了.
說我騙你. 說我變了. 說了我很多不好聽的東西.
你知道, 我到底是啥想法嗎? 你了解我心情和我需要的是甚麼嗎?
我等你2星期, 等你復合的答復, 你卻遲遲沒答案.
若你真那麼珍惜我, 需想那麼久? 要個女生等你那麼久?
當我要復合, 你不珍惜. 當我放棄了, 有別人了, 你卻恨我不等你.
那天是你要我放棄的.
現在卻變成我的錯.
在你心里, 永遠都是別人錯. 你最完美.
對不起我的人是你.
被賴的人卻是我.
因你說 "都是你的錯. 因你不相信我, 我才會做錯事"
你信賴的吧?
謝謝你2年來給我的快樂,悲傷.
我最愛的還是你.
現在的他, 對我很好.
你記得嗎, 每當我下kl時, 怕沒票回, 就叫你打給鋒仔訂票.
打通電話, 你卻遲遲沒打. 我就每天提醒你. 你卻天天說明天.
還罵我, 別煩你這些事. 打通電話, 很難嗎?
現在的他, 打去訂票, 不能預訂, 生病都駕個1小時車去買我票.
塞車, 下車, 走去買票, 下雨, 淋雨回車.
他能做到這樣, 你呢? 打電話喔! 不行?
我没用. 我懦弱. 你大聲, 我就認全是我的錯.
他對我大聲, 我卻艮大聲. 我對他不夠好.
從這1刻開始, 我要對他好.
他也知道我心里, 最愛的不是他.
他没說啥. 他還是對我好.
你說你愛我. 你卻1次又1次傷我. 也不肯定自己是否還要跟我继续嗎..
他很愛做弄我. 我要他說愛我, 他就偏不說.
我没要求時, 他就說愛我.
他也愛給我驚喜.
雖他粗心大意但他疼我.
今天, 他逗我笑了.
他說要喇叭, 要吊人. 我便給了他.
他卻喇叭
Sugar dear i love u. i love u very much. u cannot love other ppl u noe ma?
1年多了我們玩. 你有嗎?
總是有了兄弟, 就對我冷淡. 不回我的密語, 有時還罵我.
不接我電話, 就因在升級. 他升級, 還會回我密, 會陪我聊天.
晚上他也和你一樣, 會摆檔. 你愛放 "boom queen"
今天我去看, 他竟放了 "i love u dear ^^"
你懂, 感覺怎樣不同嗎? 我笑了, 一直笑了.
我不要再為你而哭了. 因有人在努力的逗我笑, 我不該再為你哭.
雖我和他1定不會長久, 但我要珍惜他對我的好. 因要找到對自己好的人不容易.
你就剛失去了1個.
cb zuzu 說了我1句話今天. 我要寫下來, 記住..
你的廢話已說到出神入化了, 連耶穌都要跟你說對不起.
哈哈. 死廢才.
lets talk abt happenings in nov.
1/11 suporn bday, met up w her in e evening & ltr meet up w poly classmates @ bt timah mcd n aftr it strikes 12, was Pat's bday! gave her a bday kiss. 2nd girl i gave bday kiss in my life. 1st was linda in sec sch!
6/11 hao's bday. made him cheesecake n evn thou he dnt take cheese, he had 2 slices of it.
went K @ clementi with yi & bin.
nth much cept for my visits down to kl.
1st nite rched my lil bros hse at 4am. slp over n fought a lil w them. (for fun)
saturday morn got morn call from dai gor , wants me 2 chat w him. arse!
made me so tired n headache for e rest of e day. played game n went back to slp while waitin for em to come fetch us.
wento eat, blah blah blah, n headed for PJ where i told him im gon meet him late & he got mad,
said alot of things n asked me 2 4gt him. alrite i did. n i accepted jayson. went the dirty place we went the last time round, evrybody was unhappy, ken was drunk n made me feel so guilty when he said "u'r really gon go w them? i hvnt seen u long enuf." true, when i was thr, he was half aslp, when i was aslp, he wento work n i oni got 2c him for 30mins in e evening b4 i went home w jayson. i cried alot that day. when he asked me to forget him, when ken said those things to me, when d3 was concerned abt me, askin if i need him to accompany me to jayson's place.
so touched by the two boys. love em so much.
sunday morn, woke up 11am, went for my long awaited pork ribs & headed back to kl for my coach back home.
my boy: "wt time is the bus?"
me: "2pm. y?"
boy: "mcb. y cant he help u buy a later time one?"
haha. i miss him. miss all of em. frequent visits to them makes me happy.
totally stressed out in this city of mine. they make me smile. too many things happened this yr.
luckily its comin to an end. hope 2010 will be a better one.
kl again nxt week. my bday's comin. gon smooch my dearest for the longest time! been so sweet of him this 2 weeks thou sometimes he makes my blood boil. he alwaz noe hw 2 make me smile. dats y hes my 'bf' turned bf. after my bday wud b anand & sandra's big day! omfg shes 22 n gettin married, im 24 n still semi- single. damnit!
after which, my boy's bday which i cant accompany him else mum'll kill me for travelling so often, plans for xmas visit hvnt finialise ^^ no bf in sg, xmas is boring!
im not a girly girly sister outing person. i like boyish fun.
darn slpy nw. hvnt blogged for so long alrdy. hvnt been so chatty alrdy. too many things on my mind, too many things happening, too much heartaches, too much love & too many suitors @@
yes, once again, another one has confessed. one that we least expected.
p/s: sister o0o cant write too much personal things here cus u'll nv noe who's readin!
at least my sister o0o knows, whts happening ard me. hes the one who knows me the best.
dats y hes my sister o0o & i love him so much! muacks!
posted by Cindy. @ 3:50 AM
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